Everything as falling apart

Things have been pretty weird lately. i dont know whats going through my mind or what's going on I've been so stressed lately that i cant sleep any more i have probably got about thirty hours of sleep or less than that since Saturday and i'm falling apart and i dont know whats going on and i'm pretty much ready to give up on everything and everyone, But jesus is keeping me in there i mean i feel like S*** right now and i have failed alot because i'm not relying on jesus and i'm beating my self up about it but my god is good, and i have victory over sin and death But i Cant keep living like this Or its going to keep Driving me nuts and I'm probably just going to leave everyone but i need Jesus to speak to me in what i need to do cause i'm going to end up doing something stupid. But any one who reads my blogger/that i know or who every pray for strength for me cause i'm at the end of the rope. so if nothing makes since its cause i'm tired and cant think straight. so peace

Chillin chillin

Ok so chillin in the Hub at church! with seth and lea and luke and the little ely. If your wondering my christmas was freaking great! didnt get to much but who cares i got some new cloths and stuff cant wait for the Ski trip i might snow board if my ankle is feeling good and if i can get some more money so i'm praying Jesus will provide. and hopfully he will sorry i have not blogged in a while its been pretty crazy around here... not to much to say i will update more later!!


PEACE- In Christ Johnny

X-Mas

So this one feels way different right about now i would be skating spots that would be closed cause most of Everywhere is closed but this year i cant its weird I'm not really that excited about anything but the birth of my Jesus, this year is Already getting kind of stressful With just alot of people in one house everybody is going to be Eating at each other's nerves But i'm keeping my Eyes on what Christmas is really about it's about the birth of jesus and not about me,

Hey and one cool thing one of my Good friend's mikell is staying over at my house for Christmas
and its going to be FUNNNNN tomorrow. but anyway nothing much to say today maybe tomorrow , Pray for strength please and that i will keep my eyes on jesus! and not rely on anybody or manny or barry or keenan and that i would rely on JESUS, and Be selfless Merry Christmas

In christ Jon-Jon

Just some random crap that made me laugh and stuff like that

Alright i'm going to the doctor tomorrow so he can take out the rest of my stitches cause three of them came untied. and he is going to get all mad cause i have been walking and i'm not suppose to walk for another month so this is going to be fun cause i cant make it a month on crutches so i'm praying for patient's. And today my small group manfest went down town to chill and give some homeless people food and some cloths and it was pretty sick every time we gave some one something we ask if we could pray for them and not one of them said no... I think but i was being all shy so i did not do to much, bummer. but kinda whats been on my mind for awhile is what i can do in Skateboard ministrie I have been praying about it for awhile and i'm hoping jesus will answer soon I love chillin with other skaters and leading them to Christ i was doing a small group in the summer i lead five of my fiends to christ and i think one other kid i cant remember his name but i'm hoping and praying now that that small group can get started again cause i need to keep my skater accountable, but this is just what's been on my mind.

and this video made my day!!

@ Yahoo! Video

Camping

Alright so last night was probably the most fun i have had in a long time with all my good buddy's!!! we did not go any where really special it was really chill about 20 minuets away form my house at the lake, so all my friend's wanted to pull an all nighter and it was more fun than i thought it would be we all killed fifty Hot dogs and fifty something cola's and stayed up chatting about everything. it was really awesome to grow closer to people i norm don't chill with my friend Grant was probably the funniest last night everybody was sharing story's and laughing it was awesome! around the camp fire we all decided to confess sin's to each other and pray for each other

i'm pretty stoked to have the friends i have!! I love every single one of you to death! and i'm really looking Forward to the next trip!!

I want to leave you with this Romens 12, 2 Don't be like the people of this world, but letGod change the way you think. then you will know how to everything pleasing to him. and this video

getting started

Ok so i guess i got a blog to keep up with all my friends and family who are now getting one its the next best thing i guess so i'll try yo keep this updated on.

And for all of you who know i had surgery in my ankle,it went well i cant walk for five more weeks
and finding a boot was a little hard because we did'nt have the money but its all good now the lord provided, and i'm praying he will provide for the ski trip coming up with my youth group...so thats pretty much it for now